“Answer according to who you are, not who you would like to be,” the website tells me. The banner above this statement announces a quiz that will help me discover my spiritual gifts. All the personality tests I’ve completed in the past usually just remind me of some of my deeper characteristics. This test, however, is all about how I can apply who I am to the mission of God.
The test not only quizzes me about my personality, but also various aspects of my spiritual life and how people respond to my relationship with God.
I find myself disappointingly lacking at times—I hover my cursor over the enticing “definitely” button, only to restrain myself and instead click on either “usually”, “sometimes” or even “never”. It’s probably best if I’m honest with myself. The test then asks me about the 5-7 best things that have ever happened in my life and why they are meaningful to me. I’m stumped. I find it hard to narrow down on singular “big moments” of happiness. Ultimately, my answers end up being about the times when I’ve succeeded after devoting a lot of time and effort towards a goal. The test helps me realise I enjoy bringing happiness to other people. For example, I discover that it means more to me to give someone a birthday present and see their face light up, than being given one myself.
I know I care about other people, particularly those going through hardship. In the past I’ve talked to many non-believers about Christ, but I don’t know if any of those conversations deeply impacted anyone towards a personal decision for Christ.
As I finish off the test, thoughts swirl in my head. “How can I apply who I am as a person for God?”
But then it dawns on me: spiritual gifts are different for everyone. They are the talents and skills that God gives us to further His mission on earth.
The Bible describes their role: “Their responsibility is to equip God’s people to do his work and build up the church, the body of Christ” (Ephesians 4:11, 12). Romans 12 outlines that spiritual gifts include prophecy, service, teaching, encouragement, giving, leading and mercy. They’re entirely different from the fruits of the Spirit, which are an evident result of the Holy Spirit in a person’s life.
Your gift
Spiritual gifts are specifically appointed qualities. They are bestowed so that each person has a function in the collective goal of coming to better understand and know God.
Often we get caught up in looking for the obvious gifts—the ones we think make the most impact—like leadership. Just like the control centre of the body is the brain and head, the success of any important mission requires strong leadership. Acts 6:1–7 mentions how seven men “well respected and . . . of the Spirit and wisdom” were called to serve God and as a result, “the number of believers greatly increased in Jerusalem, and many of the Jewish priests were converted too”.
My hero
I see my father as a practical example of a great leader. Born and raised in Communist Poland, he became a Seventh-day Adventist along with my grandmother—a big decision in what is a majority Catholic nation. Becoming a minister, he travelled all around Poland before being called to Australia to continue his ministry. His time on earth was cut short in 2005 when he tragically passed away, but his legacy has remained in those who remember him. With a charming sense of humour and sensitive caring nature, he had a charisma I always admired. When I visited Poland for the first time in 2015, almost everyone I came across in the Seventh-day Adventist community lovingly remembered him.
When I was a child, my brother and I went into Dad’s room on a Sunday morning and quizzed him about why he became a pastor. “I received a call from God,” he said. In my mind, I imagined it being like a vivid dream where out of the darkness a bright light and a deep booming voice told my dad what he was meant to do, and that was where it all started. Epic!
My brother has since received the same calling and is now a pastor. He has many of the same spiritual gifts that my father had. But spiritual gifts aren’t just prescribed to leaders and pastors. The Bible says that in the shared effort of achieving a greater purpose, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few” (Luke 10:2). And just like the church described in Ephesians requires a head for guidance, it also has many different parts. That’s where we all come in.
They aren’t just for pastors
Spiritual gifts aren’t about which ones are more useful in glorifying God. Being a missionary, church leader or pastor are all necessary and important parts of God’s body, but so are people who encourage and give. They exhibit God’s character and that is just as important to the cause. Pastors with the gift of running big evangelistic campaigns can impact lives as much as people who are able to go to their neighbour’s house to encourage them.
In high school, I had many conversations with a friend who had recently lost her father. I now see that God put me in that situation to encourage her. She ended up choosing baptism. I don’t know where she’s at now, but in that moment God helped me use the spiritual gift of encouragement to serve His goal.
But that doesn’t necessarily always happen. At the marketing agency where I used to work, a few of our clients had high demands. When we distributed their promotional videos as Facebook ads, their expectations were that immediately a horde of people would come running through their door. Many times my boss would patiently tell them on the phone about the “intangibles”—the immense value of putting something out there that might one day contribute to someone making a purchase.
It’s the same with our spiritual gifts. Just because I don’t see the effects immediately, doesn’t mean they are insignificant. A big factor in this is God’s work. “I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God has been making it grow” says Paul (1 Corinthians 3:6).
Ultimately, Christ gives us spiritual gifts to make a positive impact; it’s up to us whether we use them.
“Do you have the gift of speaking? Then speak as though God Himself were speaking through you. Do you have the gift of helping others? Do it with all the strength and energy that God supplies. Then everything you do will bring glory to God through Jesus Christ” (1 Peter 4:11). Are you able to heal, prophesy, proclaim, teach or administer? Use it for God. Has God given you the gift of compassion, self-sacrifice, service, charity or encouragement? All gifts our Father has bestowed on us contribute to His ministry.
While I did not end up receiving my results from the online test—possibly a technical glitch—the process of thinking about how I can use my spiritual gifts was already God showing me the way. God doesn’t expect me to be pushing myself trying to work on spiritual gifts that I haven’t been given. I probably wouldn’t be able to run an evangelistic campaign or teach a multitude. But I can encourage and give, and that matters just as much.
